This week I've been trying to be like Moroni.
First though, I need to say that my mission knows how to have an awesome Fourth of July celebration. So this past week, on P-day, our mission president put on this huge celebration for us with water games and Mexican hot dogs. It was a welcome break from the heat. I've also come to learn that Mexico is very superstitious. As a result, everyone is awestruck whenever they hear that we have given a blessing (many people think that the power to do so died out with the apostles) and everyone likes to worship the Virgin Mary or Saint Jude. By the way, if anyone knows what Saint Jude is the saint of, that could help me out because he apparently is the patron saint of Mexico and no one knows why. Also, children have been our most receptive investigators so far this week. That is at least when they don't believe that the second coming is when Jesus steals all of the children and then burns the earth. It turns out that a lot of the work here is just expelling false beliefs that the gospel is something attainable to only a few chosen disciples, or that some great feat has to be performed. The path to salvation is as Alma says, easy. Through the principles of faith, repentance, baptism by immersion for the remission of sins, the laying on of hands for the gift of the holy ghost, and enduring to the end everyone is eligible to obtain eternal life.
As I said, I've been trying to be like Moroni this week. I say this for those who don't know, that Moroni was the last prophet of the book of Mormon and witnessed the entire destruction of his people. He also was the narrator of the book of Ether. In Ether Chapter 12, Moroni takes a break from his narration to talk about the importance of faith and the future of the Book of Mormon. In it, he talks about how he and his father aren't very good writers, and how he fears that those who will read the book of Mormon will make fun of it, and on the basis of their terrible writing skills, think that it isn't the word of God. But then he goes on to write:
26 And when I had said this, the Lord spake unto me, saying: Fools mock, but they shall mourn; and my grace is sufficient for the meek, that they shall take no advantage of your weakness;
27 And if men come unto me I will show unto them their weakness. I give unto men weakness that they may be humble; and my grace is sufficient for all men that humble themselves before me; for if they humble themselves before me, and have faith in me, then will I make weak things become strong unto them.
28 Behold, I will show unto the Gentiles their weakness, and I will show unto them that faith, hope and charity bringeth unto me—the fountain of all righteousness.
29 And I, Moroni, having heard these words, was comforted, and said: O Lord, thy righteous will be done, for I know that thou workest unto the children of men according to their faith;
In a lot of ways, I can relate to Moroni in this sense. Spanish has been a lot harder than I originally thought that it would be. And while I can participate in the lessons, I only know the doctrinal points that I was taught at the MTC and a few other words that I've been able to pick up since getting here. And when I do speak, my language is very slow and with very broken grammar. But one thing that my companion pointed out to me is that because I speak with such rarity, and it requires effort on my part to say what I want to say, people tend to pay a bit more attention.
In a way, I guess that the Lord has been working the same promise. I am a missionary of many weaknesses, especially when it comes to speaking. But I have also seen that the gift of tongues is real. The spirit has been guiding me as to what I need to say in the moment, and what I need to understand.
I'm not the same missionary that I was before my mission, or even during the MTC. I've found that all of my scriptural knowledge is practically useless here. For one, not to many people read the Bible or Book of Mormon here, so they don't understand the scriptures half of the time when we read them. Secondly, in the time it would take me to open my scriptures and point to a doctrinal point, my companion is able to explain it. On the bright side, it's fun to be with a guy who is as well versed in the scriptures as I am.
I've also come to see things that were written in the scriptures differently. I've found that a lot of the stories that I thought were just parables or some other thing were more literal than I originally thought. I've been able to learn so much from my mission, it's hard to fit it all into one weekly email. If anyone has any specific questions, about my mission, or what I've learned about the doctrine of Christ since I've gotten here, feel free to email me.
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